Hello my lovelies! So you have probably forgotten about me as I've been gone for a long while, but here I am back and ready! today I am talking about my day on Saturday!
So if you didn't already know Tanya Burr (An up-rising, successful youtuber I love) had a book signing for her new popular book 'Love Tanya' which I'm very excited to read. Swell as meeting Tanya, Jim and tanya's parents were there and they were vlogging! nOt only this an extra special treat for me was meeting a few of you amazing viewers, it was a truly amazing experience.
As of my anxiety I knew i couldnt cope in the que, So I was very lucky to have a reserved place 4th in the line, Tanya was so lovely and I'm so glad I met her! tanya ha the most amazing dress on, it really suited her, one thing i must say that her fathers moustache really cought my eye! He looked like a proper cornish fisherman haha! x
I was shaking a lot and surprised i Got through the day, waiting for Tanya I was sitting by the chairs and noticed a girl around my age staring at me, I didn't know who it was then they started waving and getting all excited, I looked the other way because i thought tanya arrived but really it was a viewer of mine waving at me! very surprising and of course I got a cheeky picture with them at the end, I loved seeing Tanya! x
Hope you guys have an amazing evening and Ill see you all soon x
Quisha, pastel princess x
Monday 2 March 2015
Friday 23 January 2015
15,000 Subscribers!
Oh my goodness, 15,000 people are subscribed to me on my youtube channel 'Pastel Princess' I am so so happy and grateful for the support and love you guys share with me and I'm so grateful. I'm not saying I'm some famous 'youtube celebrity' at all but 15,000 people is a great lot of people, especially in my world.
I started off youtube with a very small community, I created my channel when I was at my worst with my anxiety and eating disorder, I'm not too sure why you'd start a youtube data base in this time of life anyways, but I decided to do it because I felt slightly lonely as if it was my little diary to the world, talking to people without the pressure of having them in front of my face, in 3D!
I met a few friends on youtube, I was at about 100 subscribers and I really enjoyed filming. Then as I grew to more communities I became bigger and bigger. These people really made me feel special and i am very grateful for that. I started to get 'Fan edits' as people call them (although I'm not some talented famous star with a huge career)
I literally cannot thank you guys enough, being a you tuber and bringing 80% of my private life to the internet is hard and is expected to get at least 5% down rated comments, Yes I found it hard to cope as I did take them personally, but I grew to not care (With your help).
I also shared a variety of my life, which was very overwhelming.. The amount of support i got for it i did not expect and I was very amazed and happy I personally helped some of you, which yet again I did not expect. I also got comparisons to Zoella, which is crazy because she is super talented and i cannot believe i was compared to someone at her high level in life. Personally, I don't think i would ever be in her level at youtube or beauty.
A lot of people consider my channel as 'inspirational' which I personally wouldn't really know what to say because that is a HUGE compliment as I take it. I thank you all for that, it takes me a long while to come up with these ideas (aswell as 15% of comments include 'you copy' I like to discuss with my youtube friends what I am going to do, so yes my channel is full of originality just society think that everyone with more viewing is more ''original'') I am so glad you all have been there for me and sticking up for me when haters come into town! ;)
I started off youtube with a very small community, I created my channel when I was at my worst with my anxiety and eating disorder, I'm not too sure why you'd start a youtube data base in this time of life anyways, but I decided to do it because I felt slightly lonely as if it was my little diary to the world, talking to people without the pressure of having them in front of my face, in 3D!
I met a few friends on youtube, I was at about 100 subscribers and I really enjoyed filming. Then as I grew to more communities I became bigger and bigger. These people really made me feel special and i am very grateful for that. I started to get 'Fan edits' as people call them (although I'm not some talented famous star with a huge career)
I literally cannot thank you guys enough, being a you tuber and bringing 80% of my private life to the internet is hard and is expected to get at least 5% down rated comments, Yes I found it hard to cope as I did take them personally, but I grew to not care (With your help).
I also shared a variety of my life, which was very overwhelming.. The amount of support i got for it i did not expect and I was very amazed and happy I personally helped some of you, which yet again I did not expect. I also got comparisons to Zoella, which is crazy because she is super talented and i cannot believe i was compared to someone at her high level in life. Personally, I don't think i would ever be in her level at youtube or beauty.
A lot of people consider my channel as 'inspirational' which I personally wouldn't really know what to say because that is a HUGE compliment as I take it. I thank you all for that, it takes me a long while to come up with these ideas (aswell as 15% of comments include 'you copy' I like to discuss with my youtube friends what I am going to do, so yes my channel is full of originality just society think that everyone with more viewing is more ''original'') I am so glad you all have been there for me and sticking up for me when haters come into town! ;)
I literally cannot thank you guys enough, I wouldn't be able to do this without you guys, more of you to hopefully come!
By my little piglets! Love oo! ;) x
Thursday 8 January 2015
2014 Favourites! ♡
Hi Guys today is a '2014 Favourites!'
So I've just shade a few ickle bickle photos for you to see the certain products I have been loving! <3
So Of course I am going to start of by going in detail with the
skincare products:
GARNIER MICELLAR CLEANSER: So I am using this garner micellar cleanser currently and have been using it through 2014 and went through only 2 bottles, which is absolutely amazing! This cleanser does not sting, takes of makeup beautifully and gently and of course is good for sensitive skin in my opinion as I do have sensitive skin and it works wonders.
SOAP & GLORY: I've really been loving this, I think its the mini version so its much much cheaper and available in boots! <3
Mascara's:
BENEFIT THEY'RE REAL: So i have been loving the 'Benefit they're real mascara' The wand has this like plastic spiky Edges and it creates lovely volume and blackness to the lashes, I really like this!
COLLECTION VOLUMISING: I've been loving this since it first came out, its my #1 mascara even beating all my high-end ones! <3
Primers & Concealers
RIMMEL WAKE UP: I used to absolutely hate this, but in the summer I grew a love to this amazing brightening concealer! <3
BABY SKIN:
the baby skin makes my face feel brightened and toned.
Powders:
FIT ME POWDER: Not too cakey, has a semi matte finish and stays really clean in pan!<3
COLLECTION PRESSED POWDER: I really like this, I've actually hit pan, its super long lasting and makes an ultra matte finish I L O V E IT! <3
Lipsticks
Rimmel kate moss in 101: a really nice matte pink, kind of nude.its absolutely gorgeous and i love it! x
Mac creme cup: very alike to 101 however is a creme sheen so has a very nice creamy and moisturising texture! x
Eyeshadows
Too faced boudoir eyes: Really nice neutrals and I've used it so much! <3
Maybelline colour tattoo in the shade pink gold: So creamy and does not crease! x
Eye pencils: the nix one is really good for the waterline as it makes you look more awake, brightened up and makes your eyes look bigger.
I hope you enjoyed, make sure you check out beautybyemmaxo's blog as this is a collab with her:
http://beautybyemmax0.blogspot.co.uk ♡
Lipsticks
Rimmel kate moss in 101: a really nice matte pink, kind of nude.its absolutely gorgeous and i love it! x
Mac creme cup: very alike to 101 however is a creme sheen so has a very nice creamy and moisturising texture! x
Eyeshadows
Too faced boudoir eyes: Really nice neutrals and I've used it so much! <3
Maybelline colour tattoo in the shade pink gold: So creamy and does not crease! x
Eye pencils: the nix one is really good for the waterline as it makes you look more awake, brightened up and makes your eyes look bigger.
I hope you enjoyed, make sure you check out beautybyemmaxo's blog as this is a collab with her:
http://beautybyemmax0.blogspot.co.uk ♡
Monday 22 December 2014
New Makeup Excitement!
Recently I went shopping in my local town. I went to several drugstore makeup shops and high end ones.
My 2 favourites that I picked up are the naked 3 and too faced sweetheart blush!
A haul will be up on my channel soon, I have used these products over and over since I've had them.
So I thought I would do a review!
Too faced sweetheart blush:
AMAZING PACKAGING!
Very creative.
I felt like the packaging was really pastel and vintage (which is very my style)
The blush really suited my skin tone in my opinion.
The pigmentation is perfect.
DISCLAIMER: This is my opinion, I highly recommend this product and i am not high rating it because of the name.
Naked 3:
the colours are really good for quite a fair skin tone,
what i do like is that its quite a variety and good for several accessions.
I would really highly recommend it for the summer.
DISCLAIMER: This is my opinion, I highly recommend this product and i am not high rating it because of the name.
bye xxxx
Tuesday 14 October 2014
Update & Lush Shopping!
Hi guys todays blog is an update and i bit of a blog/vlog post?
Starting off with the update, I've deleted most of my blog posts as i found that they weren't worked as hard on anymore, i found that i had not enough time for the blog. But my blog was where i started and i don't want to chuck away this. so I've deleted most of my posts, one post is still up and i will post way more with much more detail and effort. there is also a new link for the blog as you probably can already see floralquisha.blogspot.com/.co.uk,
I hope you understand Quisha x
Anyways To todays actual post! i went shopping recently to Lush and Boots! i don't regularly go shopping as I find there are too many crowds and it overwhelms me, always ends up in a panic. I felt like giving it a try as i haven't been out of the house in 2 weeks due to anxiety. do not think I'm mental and Sad. I know anxiety and depression is a part of me but don't judge the way I feel.
So anyways, I went with my mum to town (yes i did, doesn't mean I'm not ''cool'' in your eyes) Anyone is intitled to go to town or where ever with their family, you only live once so make the time you have with the people you love.
We got in the car and decided to park at our local mall. We parked up and I started to feel a big panic as it was a dark parking area and it was very very busy. When I'm not used to things i haven't seen or something in a while I get very anxious, this is why i need to push myself to do more stuff more and say yes more often.
So we parked up, i told mum i felt panicky and i ended up having my eyes turn blurry, i got my rescue remedy spray out and took a lot a lot a lot of sprays without noticing. It took a while to kick in.
walking to lush, i felt the pressure of Vlogging, i hadn't done that in a while and i needed to keep updated. But then i thought in my head, Anxiety or the internet? I obviously found my anxiety was the more important option. I still felt that pressure. I got my iPhone out of my bag whilst walking, i kind of held the phone on front camera recording, i held the phone tight to my tummy, so i was Vlogging Where i was. I pressed my phone quickly and hardly to my tummy as my tummy had a seriously bad stomach pain. Now when you think your going into an anxiety attack you think ''Oh my goodness I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die, whats happening to me'' And thats how i felt when i should've known that stomach ache could've been a symptom that i was feeling anxious.
We then walked past a girl, looked about seventeen. She was wearing a white jumper and was wearing a pink handbag to her right arm. As she walked past me, she seemed like she was talking to her friend about me and looking at me. I then felt panicky even more as I have forms of social anxiety. Mum told me that she wasn't talking about me, it was my imagination and my anxiety or mind playing tricks on me. I then carried on walking. My heart was beating fast, i got very bad pins and needles, i felt very very hot (although the air conditioning was on full blast as my mum says) and i had serious pins and needles. I started to slow down and my mum new i felt anxious, we came out of the mall and became into the actual town. Mum was very supportive and motivational. She told me 'it was okay and that the quicker we are there, the quicker we are out and some other stuff' i can't remember too well.
We then saw that boots was open on the way there. Mum had to go in for emergency reasons, yes sanitary towels, we all go through it haha! When we were there we saw an Ile which had no one in it, we stopped in there and mum told me some motivational speech which some how made me feel reassured. I took another two sprays of rescue remedy forgetting i took quite a few in the car. mum picked me up a random item from the soap and glory and said something about if i buy you this do you think you can get to lush and back. of course mum didn't need anything from lush but she wanted me to give it a go. note: she is very supportive but every parent must give their kids/teens a push in life or else i would be like this forever and i would be proud of myself afterwards. We then made our way to lush.
On the way to lush it wasn't that busy which was a surprise. I got into the lush shop and picked up about 2 bath bombs. To be honest I don't like my lush shop as its very small and smells discusting. i felt okay as my mum and i were the only ones there. Suddenly this hole crowd of young girls (my age maybe) came inside. i then just stepped back and found myself in a corner where i couldn't find my mum, then i had a panic attack. It was clostaphobic enough.
We then just went to the till and went. Although it wasn't entirely successful I'm really proud of myself for what i did. this is a huge achievement. Although i may sound like a baby but I used to be able to do these things but now anxiety isn't the greatest thing. Sorry if this post didn't fit your needs.
Anyways hope you enjoyed this post, The Video blog will be listed below and ill see you soon <333 Byeeee xxxx
PS: Sadly i couldn't get the Vlog up so check out y Vlog channel ''planet Quisha'' here are some pics instead.
Starting off with the update, I've deleted most of my blog posts as i found that they weren't worked as hard on anymore, i found that i had not enough time for the blog. But my blog was where i started and i don't want to chuck away this. so I've deleted most of my posts, one post is still up and i will post way more with much more detail and effort. there is also a new link for the blog as you probably can already see floralquisha.blogspot.com/.co.uk,
I hope you understand Quisha x
Anyways To todays actual post! i went shopping recently to Lush and Boots! i don't regularly go shopping as I find there are too many crowds and it overwhelms me, always ends up in a panic. I felt like giving it a try as i haven't been out of the house in 2 weeks due to anxiety. do not think I'm mental and Sad. I know anxiety and depression is a part of me but don't judge the way I feel.
So anyways, I went with my mum to town (yes i did, doesn't mean I'm not ''cool'' in your eyes) Anyone is intitled to go to town or where ever with their family, you only live once so make the time you have with the people you love.
We got in the car and decided to park at our local mall. We parked up and I started to feel a big panic as it was a dark parking area and it was very very busy. When I'm not used to things i haven't seen or something in a while I get very anxious, this is why i need to push myself to do more stuff more and say yes more often.
So we parked up, i told mum i felt panicky and i ended up having my eyes turn blurry, i got my rescue remedy spray out and took a lot a lot a lot of sprays without noticing. It took a while to kick in.
walking to lush, i felt the pressure of Vlogging, i hadn't done that in a while and i needed to keep updated. But then i thought in my head, Anxiety or the internet? I obviously found my anxiety was the more important option. I still felt that pressure. I got my iPhone out of my bag whilst walking, i kind of held the phone on front camera recording, i held the phone tight to my tummy, so i was Vlogging Where i was. I pressed my phone quickly and hardly to my tummy as my tummy had a seriously bad stomach pain. Now when you think your going into an anxiety attack you think ''Oh my goodness I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die, whats happening to me'' And thats how i felt when i should've known that stomach ache could've been a symptom that i was feeling anxious.
We then walked past a girl, looked about seventeen. She was wearing a white jumper and was wearing a pink handbag to her right arm. As she walked past me, she seemed like she was talking to her friend about me and looking at me. I then felt panicky even more as I have forms of social anxiety. Mum told me that she wasn't talking about me, it was my imagination and my anxiety or mind playing tricks on me. I then carried on walking. My heart was beating fast, i got very bad pins and needles, i felt very very hot (although the air conditioning was on full blast as my mum says) and i had serious pins and needles. I started to slow down and my mum new i felt anxious, we came out of the mall and became into the actual town. Mum was very supportive and motivational. She told me 'it was okay and that the quicker we are there, the quicker we are out and some other stuff' i can't remember too well.
We then saw that boots was open on the way there. Mum had to go in for emergency reasons, yes sanitary towels, we all go through it haha! When we were there we saw an Ile which had no one in it, we stopped in there and mum told me some motivational speech which some how made me feel reassured. I took another two sprays of rescue remedy forgetting i took quite a few in the car. mum picked me up a random item from the soap and glory and said something about if i buy you this do you think you can get to lush and back. of course mum didn't need anything from lush but she wanted me to give it a go. note: she is very supportive but every parent must give their kids/teens a push in life or else i would be like this forever and i would be proud of myself afterwards. We then made our way to lush.
On the way to lush it wasn't that busy which was a surprise. I got into the lush shop and picked up about 2 bath bombs. To be honest I don't like my lush shop as its very small and smells discusting. i felt okay as my mum and i were the only ones there. Suddenly this hole crowd of young girls (my age maybe) came inside. i then just stepped back and found myself in a corner where i couldn't find my mum, then i had a panic attack. It was clostaphobic enough.
We then just went to the till and went. Although it wasn't entirely successful I'm really proud of myself for what i did. this is a huge achievement. Although i may sound like a baby but I used to be able to do these things but now anxiety isn't the greatest thing. Sorry if this post didn't fit your needs.
Anyways hope you enjoyed this post, The Video blog will be listed below and ill see you soon <333 Byeeee xxxx
PS: Sadly i couldn't get the Vlog up so check out y Vlog channel ''planet Quisha'' here are some pics instead.
Monday 22 September 2014
A Day Out With My Beautiful.
Today I went out with my beautiful dog pig, she is a stuffy and is not At all aggressive. I've had her for a while now. We were filming a cookbook for you all and I really loved the pictures that I got and videos that i will share with you all very very soon. What camera did i use? My brand new canon dos 1200d with its 18-55mm lens.
We went to a local woods today, I was wearing a red/berry scarf from new look, my trousers were also from new look and my top was from new look (what a surprise?)
Pig was wearing this cute pastel pink collar as well as her lead, but her lead was not on as she is a good girl ;) haha xo
We walked around the woods, I find it very hard to be seen in public however there was no one here, it gave me the perfect opportunity to be out again and experience fresh air.
i hope you enjoyed this short post. i hope you enjoyed.
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