15,000 Subscribers!

Oh my goodness, 15,000 people are subscribed to me on my youtube channel 'Pastel Princess' I am so so happy and grateful for the support and love you guys share with me and I'm so grateful. I'm not saying I'm some famous 'youtube celebrity' at all but 15,000 people is a great lot of people, especially in my world.

I started off youtube with a very small community, I created my channel when I was at my worst with my anxiety and eating disorder, I'm not too sure why you'd start a youtube data base in this time of life anyways, but I decided to do it because I felt slightly lonely as if it was my little diary to the world, talking to people without the pressure of having them in front of my face, in 3D!

I met a few friends on youtube, I was at about 100 subscribers and I really enjoyed filming. Then as I grew to more communities I became bigger and bigger. These people really made me feel special and i am very grateful for that. I started to get 'Fan edits' as people call them (although I'm not some talented famous star with a huge career)

I literally cannot thank you guys enough, being a you tuber and bringing 80% of my private life to the internet is hard and is expected to get at least 5% down rated comments, Yes I found it hard to cope as I did take them personally, but I grew to not care (With your help).

I also shared a variety of my life, which was very overwhelming.. The amount of support i got for it i did not expect and I was very amazed and happy I personally helped some of you, which yet again I did not expect. I also got comparisons to Zoella, which is crazy because she is super talented and i cannot believe i was compared to someone at her high level in life. Personally, I don't think i would ever be in her level at youtube or beauty.

A lot of people consider my channel as 'inspirational' which I personally wouldn't really know what to say because that is a HUGE compliment as I take it. I thank you all for that, it takes me a long while to come up with these ideas (aswell as 15% of comments include 'you copy' I like to discuss with my youtube friends what I am going to do, so yes my channel is full of originality just society think that everyone with more viewing is more ''original'') I am so glad you all have been there for me and sticking up for me when haters come into town! ;)

I literally cannot thank you guys enough, I wouldn't be able to do this without you guys, more of you to hopefully come!

By my little piglets! Love oo! ;) x

2014 Favourites! ♡

Hi Guys today is a '2014 Favourites!' 

So I've just shade a few ickle bickle photos for you to see the certain products I have been loving! <3

So Of course I am going to start of by going in detail with the 

skincare products:

GARNIER MICELLAR CLEANSER: So I am using this garner micellar cleanser currently and have been using it through 2014 and went through only 2 bottles, which is absolutely amazing! This cleanser does not sting, takes of makeup beautifully and gently and of course is good for sensitive skin in my opinion as I do have sensitive skin and it works wonders.

SOAP & GLORY: I've really been loving this, I think its the mini version so its much much cheaper and available in boots! <3

Mascara's:

BENEFIT THEY'RE REAL: So i have been loving the 'Benefit they're real mascara' The wand has this like plastic spiky Edges and it creates lovely volume and blackness to the lashes, I really like this!

COLLECTION VOLUMISING: I've been loving this since it first came out, its my #1 mascara even beating all my high-end ones! <3

Primers & Concealers

RIMMEL WAKE UP:  I used to absolutely hate this, but in the summer I grew a love to this amazing brightening concealer! <3

BABY SKIN:

the baby skin makes my face feel brightened and toned.

Powders:

FIT ME POWDER: Not too cakey, has a semi matte finish and stays really clean in pan!<3

COLLECTION PRESSED POWDER: I really like this, I've actually hit pan, its super long lasting and makes an ultra matte finish I L O V E IT! <3

Lipsticks

Rimmel kate moss in 101: a really nice matte pink, kind of nude.its absolutely gorgeous and i love it! x
Mac creme cup: very alike to 101 however is a creme sheen so has a very nice creamy and moisturising texture! x

Eyeshadows

Too faced boudoir eyes: Really nice neutrals and I've used it so much! <3

Maybelline colour tattoo in the shade pink gold: So creamy and does not crease! x

Eye pencils: the nix one is really good for the waterline as it makes you look more awake, brightened up and makes your eyes look bigger.

I hope you enjoyed, make sure you check out beautybyemmaxo's blog as this is a collab with her:

http://beautybyemmax0.blogspot.co.uk  ♡